I feel blue :(

Im very very very sad and I can't even say why. No, it's not PMS. The reason I can't pinpoint it is because it isn't about one thing. It's lots of different things that are all slightly wrong, but put together they make me very unhappy. Plus, I'm overwhelmed with work so I feel like I don't have time to try to fix all the little things that are wrong. Shakespeare says, "when sorrows come, they come not in single spies but in battalions." True dat. If I haven't said it before, I'll say it now: Shakespeare knows his shit. I have also been reading a lot of sad sonnets lately for English class and that always makes one slighlty depressed. I've been writing some, too. I really enjoying writing sonnets, even though mine basically suck. I tried to play some Avenue Q to lift my spirits, but it didn't work. I just felt guilty for not listening to Footloose, as long as I was giving myself time to listen to music. And did I mention V-day is on Monday and I happen to not have a Valentine? Cupid is a dummy, thats for sure. I have this deep fear that I'll end up as one of those annoying girls on the reality dating shows who has to resort to public humiliation and catty competition just to get a chance at dating a good guy. Yuck. I can see me now, looking deep into the camera lens, saying in a high pitched voice, "Me and (insert guy's name here) have a real connection. He can't say it because of the situation, but I know he feels it too. We just click and it feels so right. I can see the house and the white picket fence and our bratty, fugly children running through the yard. *sigh* I just wish we had met under normal circumstances and he wasn't dating a bunch of other girls!!!! (hysterical crying)"
Lord, save me from this fate worse than death and deliver unto me a suitable boy who doesn't fuck around, stalk me, or confuse the hell out of me!